Breathe*

Inhale. The first step to reclaiming your mind: ridden yourself of negative emotions. The first thing we do when we are about to step out of our character but hold back. The first action we all took exiting the womb. Exhale. The final step in reclaiming your mind. The last thing we do when we … More Breathe*

Dear Diary

I have a gift and a curse: my gift is I can see where the situationship is going to go with men wayyy ahead of time but my curse is I also still give them the benefit of the doubt. How fun. Like yeah…. lemme see if you’re worth it even though I already know … More Dear Diary

Poetry Week!

I was supposed to make this post on Sunday but got too busy over the weekend. This week is all about poems and spoken words that have truly stood out to me. I’ll be dropping some Ive written, some people I know have written, and also the ones I’ve come across in life that truly … More Poetry Week!

Dear Diary

Today’s thoughts : Should I have waited? (August, 27, 2020) So let me backtrack and give you guys a little back story to this question. Before February of this year I was still a virgin. Yes… I was almost 30 years old and still a virgin. I got to the point where I just said, … More Dear Diary

Grinding Gears

You know what truly grinds my gears, when people assume they know who you are. They act like they understand you. They pretend to get where you’re coming from. They assume you meant something else from what you actually said. My whole thing is the human race has forgot about one key component: Listening. Instead … More Grinding Gears

Dear Diary

11:58pm. I’m tired, zoning in and out, moody, and cold… I just want to get home. Cruising like I couldn’t careless; I usually speed… but today I’m doing the exact same number that speed limit sign says: 60. Car on cruise so I don’t have to keep my foot on the pedal… I’m still zoning … More Dear Diary

Dear Diary

I’ve been lying to everyone around me about how I’m truly feeling. There’s no clear way of saying “leave me thee fuck alone” without causing problems. Always talking about being mentally drained and now you physically drained. Only reason you actually get out of bed is because there is money to be made; forget socializing. … More Dear Diary

Now & Forever

There comes a point in time where enough is enough. You’ve lost the care you once had, the love you once showed, and the desire you once gave. Now you’re cold; immune to the negativity that you just accept it now. Accept that things won’t work out for you, accept that your are who you … More Now & Forever

Dear Diary

Hey…. it’s been a while since I’ve typed my thoughts out but there’s no time like the present. It’s a struggle to remain the kindhearted person I am when I just want to be heartless like everyone else. Like… I wanna not give a crap about what people think or who I hurt too! Nah… … More Dear Diary

Dear Diary

5:30AM The way I have to give myself a pep talk to get up and come into work. When you’re mentally drained, every day becomes a mission. Like be nice becca, don’t cuss no one off…. don’t yell… try to smile… try and be happy. You say all that to yourself but yet you wake … More Dear Diary