Dear Diary

I have a gift and a curse: my gift is I can see where the situationship is going to go with men wayyy ahead of time but my curse is I also still give them the benefit of the doubt. How fun. Like yeah…. lemme see if you’re worth it even though I already know … More Dear Diary

Motivational Week*

Good morning and happy Sunday Folks. This week is going to be strictly about staying motivated or increasing your motivational drive for a better life. This week we will be touching on the 4 aspects of life: mentally, physically, spiritually, and socially. Starting tomorrow, I will making motivational posts that have to do with each … More Motivational Week*

Forgiveness.

Today’s post poses the question: do you truly seek forgiveness? We all fall short in certain areas in our life and asking someone of forgiveness is inevitable as humans. No one is perfect, that’s for sure. What is forgiveness? When you ask someone to forgive you what are you really expecting them to do? What … More Forgiveness.

Dear Diary

Stoned Blows… Weed makes me think 3x as much about life. Anything that happens, when I smoke it just magnifies in my head. I’ll overthink more will high but then forget all about it. A never ending cycle of “the battle of the brain state: sober or high” I realize that the way I handle … More Dear Diary

Dear Diary

Do people change? I constantly ask myself this question because I want to believe they do but time has a way of showing me they don’t. You make a decision in your mind that someone does not deserve you anymore but yet a slight change in character has you rethinking, why is that? Are we … More Dear Diary

Dear Diary

Waking up looking at the time and asking myself is today the day I quit. Is today the day I disappear? Is today the day where life takes a turn for the better? Is today the day I meet the love of my life? Is today the day a random check for a million dollars … More Dear Diary

Can You blame her?

can you blame her for wanting a change? for wanting more for herself? for speaking up? for keeping her distance? for the anger she feels? for the sadness she shows? I don’t. can you blame her for realizing her potential? for realizing she’s worth more? for cutting you off? for improving herself? for staying by … More Can You blame her?

Dear Diary

I’ve reached a new low that I am not trying to stay at any longer…. I’ve tried with life but nothing but misery seems to company it so I am keeping to myself now. My excitement for my birthday has died down… my thrill for a new chapter in my life is almost nonexistent but … More Dear Diary

Dear Diary

i am through with arguing with people, there’s no point. Constantly having to stand up for your respect is not only tiring but also annoying. i trust no one now. time after time you realize that if they don’t have your best interest now, they won’t in the future. Some will even fake rock with … More Dear Diary

Mental Freedom

Free. Free from mental bondage brought on by how I felt about certain people. I can now say that I am over feeling down about the way people have treated me. I wish nothing but the best for the males who took me for granted and the females who couldn’t be who they say they … More Mental Freedom