Again, we’ve reached that point where we don’t want to continue living the life we live. We are fed up of the bare minimum the world seems to be giving us and we just crave a change. Change in friends and lovers, views and places – a change in internally and externally from this life we are meant to live. Now don’t get me wrong, I am thankful for life. Many people are not with us today and without disrespecting those that have left: I am glad to be still here. As much as I rather be anywhere but here. Every time I get into this mood, I change for a few months to make myself feel temporarily fulfilled but then I get lazy again… sink back into old habits I know are harmful to my health. This time… idk… something is different and something is brewing. Idk what yet but I know this time will be different.
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