Who am i?

I'm just trying to figure out who I am,
living life day by day,
always finding myself in a jam.
Who am I?
What should I do?
I keep asking these questions,
but I have no clue.
Restless and ready to give up,
cheers,
as I pour more into my cup.
Woe is me, woe is me,
these demons won't let me be,
I'm a stranger in my own mind,
this world doesn't like my kind.
Don't fear me, fear them,
those who pretend,
and act like their your friend.
I should have known you were trouble,
living the double,
but karma's a bitch,
there goes your bubble.

~ B. 2011